Growing up I had two best girlfriends. We all lived in the same neighborhood, we went to school together and we rode a million miles on our bicycles throughout the ten years of our friendship. They were my world and knew me better than anyone else ever did or possibly ever will again. I just knew that one day after we grew up our children would play together as we sat at each others kitchen tables sipping coffee and laughing, as we did at the time, at all our inside jokes.
An extremely terrible miscommunication and a score of hurt feelings occurred during our senior year of high school which severed our friendship entirely. My two former friends are still best friends. I get to see photos of them together online and it breaks my heart sometimes. I know that what occurred is so far in the past but sometimes I can not help but wish to have those friendships back. I have never had friendships so strong and deep as those were and seriously doubt I ever will again. In a way I wish that none of it ever happened so that I wouldn’t know that I was missing out on now.
Today I pray that God will show me what I have learned from my friends and help me to move on.
Day 1: Something you hate about yourself. Day 11: Something people seem to compliment you the most on.
Day 2: Something you love about yourself.
Day 3: Something you have to forgive yourself for.
Day 4: Something you have to forgive someone for.
Day 5: Something you hope to do in your life.
Day 6: Something you hope you never have to do.
Day 7: Someone who has made your life worth living for.
Day 8: Someone who made your life hell, or treated you like poopy.
Day 9: Someone you didn’t want to let go, but just drifted.
Day 10: Someone you need to let go, or wish you didn’t know.
Day 12: Something you never get compliments on.
Day 13: A band or artist that has gotten you through some tough days. (write a letter.)
Day 14: A hero that has let you down. (letter)
Day 15: Something or someone you couldn’t live without, because you’ve tried living without it.
Day 16: Someone or something you definitely could live without.
Day 17: A book you’ve read that changed your views on something.
Day 18: Your views on gay marriage.
Day 19: What do you think of religion? Or what do you think of politics?
Day 20: Your views on drugs and alcohol.
Day 21: (scenario) Your best friend is in a car accident and you two got into a fight an hour before. What do you do?
Day 22: Something you wish you hadn’t done in your life.
Day 23: Something you wish you had done in your life.
Day 24: Make a playlist to someone, and explain why you chose all the songs. (Just post the titles and artists and letter)
Day 25: The reason you believe you’re still alive today.
Day 26: Have you ever thought about giving up on life? If so, when and why?
Day 27: What’s the best thing going for you right now?
Day 28: What if you were pregnant, what would you do?
Day 29: Something you hope to change about yourself. And why.
Day 30: A letter to yourself: tell yourself EVERYTHING you love about yourself.
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